I am too old to know what it would feel like to be younger and in love. I can never know that, ever again. I weep for not ever knowing. Maybe it isn't that big of a deal, but I will never know, and that is what I must let go of.
Things were not good when I got married. From the marriage came the greatest joys of my life, and I really don't know why I am typing that in because my kids and grandkids know how much I love them.
Well, Jay, therapist dude, I don't think I need you. I think I have this figured out, but I will talk to you a few more times and appease you and do some worksheets.