Saturday, February 09, 2008

When Death Comes

When death comes
like the hungry bear in autumn;
when death comes and takes all the bright coins from his purse

to buy me, and snaps the purse shut;
when death comes
like the measle-pox:

when death comes
like an iceberg between the shoulder blades,

I want to step through the door full of curiosity, wondering
what is it going to be like, that cottage of darkness?

And therefore I look upon everything
as a brotherhood and a sisterhood,
and I look upon time as no more than an idea,
and I consider eternity as another possibility,

and I think of each life as a flower, as common
as a field daisy, and as singular,

and each name a comfortable music in the mouth,
tending, as all music does, toward silence,

and each body a lion of courage, and something
precious to the earth.

When it's over, I want to say: all my life
I was a bride married to amazement.
I was the bridegroom, taking the world into my arms.

When it's over, I don't want to wonder
if I have made of my life something particular, and real.
I don't want to find myself sighing and frightened,
or full of argument.

I don't want to end up simply having visited this world.

-- Mary Oliver

2 comments:

LKD said...

Gosh, that last line really grabs ya by the throat, doesn't it?

Maggie said...

Yes, yes...every time I read this Mary Oliver poem I think about the days and nights that I say to myself and have said to myself for years that I don't want to end up just visiting.

For all anyone knows, this is it.

For those who accept by their faith that there is something more, I would venture to say they still have their moments when they are not sure. And I, for one, want to do more than just visit.

Mary Oliver's relationship with the natural world is one each of us could benefit from. I would not call her a naturalist poet, any more than I would call Robert Frost a naturalist, but one of the things that intrigues me about Oliver is how little "I" shows up in her work but how effectively I and You and Us and We is present.

"and I look upon time as no more than an idea" may become my new mantra.