Sunday, October 25, 2020

I Just Don't Know

 I have been so blue today. 

Nothing feels right or like it will ever be right for me.  I know I have tried. I just feel like so much is out of my control.  The pandemic is out of everyone's control and has limited everyone, so I am not alone in that.  I just feel so alone.  No children nor grandchildren live in town.  I don't have any friends, and even if I did, it's taking a big risk to go visit.  

I feel like the best days of my life have come and gone, and I feel like I am so young to be thinking and feeling that way.  It's so discouraging.  


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